Hi friends,
I’ve just competed the first week of my ministerial leave. It has been a good week.
I’ve divided up some of the highlights into categories:
Reading/ReflectionsCompleted the following books: Christian Spirituality: A Historical Sketch, by George Lane
Celebration of Discipline: The Path to Spiritual Growth, by Richard Foster
The Life of Anthony, by Athanasius
Began reading the following:The Laws of Simplicity, by John Maeda
The Spiritual Exercises of Saint Ignatius, by Ignatius Loyola
Life Together, Dietrich Bonhoeffer
The Wisdom of the Desert, Thomas Merton
Creative Ministry, by Henri Nouwen
Out of my reading, here are several insights I’ve been reflecting on.
1) From
Christian Spirituality: A Historical Sketch. During much of the first 1500 years of the church, the contemplative life (prayer, withdrawal from society, self-denial, penance, avoidance of sin, meditation upon Scripture, personal sanctification, mystical union with God) was seen as the highest expression of spiritual devotion to Christ. It wasn’t really until the Renaissance, first with the Franciscans and Dominicans, and later with Ignatius and the Society of Jesus, that a greater emphasis was placed upon combining the contemplative life with going into the world and doing good. The idea that one could experience union with God by going out into the world and laboring among people seemed new (though I believe one can find it in Scripture).
While I see the value of the contemplative approach to spirituality, I find myself drawn to an action-oriented spirituality that is ready to serve the kingdom of God. Active engagement with the world that is nourished by intentional withdrawal from the world seems to be a healthy balance for living spiritually.
2) From
The Life of Anthony. This is an inspirational account of the life of one of the first Christians who withdrew from the world and went to live in the dessert; it tells of his many great deeds of faith, self-denial, and how even by withdrawing, he was a blessing to many who came out to the desert to seek his wisdom. While I drew much inspiration from this good man’s unflinching devotion to Christ, I could not relate to the absolutely flawless portrayal of Anthony’s life (he comes off sounding better than the gospel portrayal of Jesus). Still, there is much lasting Christian wisdom in this telling of the life of Anthony.
3) From
Celebration of Discipline. I have read Foster’s famous book before and yet was struck by two things this time around: a) how simple and obvious much of this book on the classic spiritual disciplines appears; b) how rich and suggestive it still remains as a very readable and highly practical introduction to twelve of the spiritual disciplines. As I read Foster, I found myself thinking, “I’ve heard this; I know this; but I simply must incorporate more of this into my life routines and disciplines.”
As I read the chapters of submission and service, I was struck by the fact that I am very proud and am easily hurt when I don’t feel like I receive the respect I “deserve.” It was a moment of insight that helped me find release from a wound I’ve been nursing for about 13 years.
Family -- It’s interesting how much more emotionally available I feel toward my family; in other words, I have more energy to give to them at the end of the day:
I enjoyed cooking some special breakfasts for my girls during STAR testing week
Carrie and I enjoyed a nice breakfast out one morning
Jenna and I enjoyed a run one afternoon
Jessica and I have practiced volleyball together on several evenings
Michaela and I went on a sunset hike together and got to follow a coyote up a trail; we also attended her final track meet of the season
Jenna, Jessica and I had a daddy/daughter lunch
WorshipVisited Calvary Community Church for worship on Sunday; enjoyed hearing their new pastor and bumping into some old friends
PersonalGot in three runs this week
Was invited to go to game 7 of the Lakers playoff against the Houston Rockets! Loved it!